She's Sick/She's Perfect In That Moment

I love you more 

When you stop your medication

I love you more

I see you more clearly

I hear you better

When you stop your medication

I love you more

When you hold your hands just so

You wring your wrists

And curl your toes

And fidget

You're my pretty kitchen sunlight 

Girl

And I love you more when you stop those pills

I love you more when you're God or Theresa

I love you more when you're Pearl

I see you more clearly

I hear you better

When you stop your medication

And shimmer glow

So don't go back to bottles of those

Little killers

Up and down killers

Don't go back to those

I love you more 

When you stop your medication

I love you more

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